Sometimes we face challenges so difficult in life that we are clueless what to do. Its so hard to do the right thing, when we are faced with situations that make us numb and unemotional. It becomes hard to even "be", because that state of being is so meaningless.
Recently I had to deal with something that was really draining for me. I have been facing this problem for many years, but I think I came to the pinnacle of that issue yesterday. For the first time in my life I realized this problem was impenetrable. Ive never faced a predicament in my life in which I could not change or work harder to make it better. The fact that I couldnt do anything about it, made me feel like a dead vegetable. I've been cornered into something that is relentlessly draining every ounce of me.
I hope God gives me the strength and the mental capacity to deal, because I have never felt so hopeless in my life. I'm usually a very positive and energetic person, but if Im not able to cope with this some way or another- I dont think Im going to continue being the same person in the long term. Maybe writing these blogs will help me filter out.
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